When I Let Myself Sit Still

I'm better when the light's on in your heart Now we're 190 miles apart You said "I love you" I said "I'm growing up too fast" Well I'm better when I just ignore the scars Sorry baby Through tears I said maybe we're better apart Keep on thinking You were better when you couldn't read my heart Now I'm going 190 miles an hour Don't wanna process Just wanna forget how you're feeling Well I never thought our lives would feel this far Sorry baby Through tears I said maybe we're better apart Keep on thinking You're exactly what I wanted You're a different kind of women And I get caught up in wishing Maybe I'm searching for fiction And my head it keeps on spinning When I let myself sit still I miss you When I let myself sit still I miss you Well you're better when I'm not playing with your head And I'm better when I don't absorb your pain And I miss the way you'd sacrifice anything at all Will I find another love that steady I'm sorry baby Through tears I said maybe we're better apart Keep on thinking You're exactly what I wanted You're a different kind of women And I get caught up in wishing Maybe I'm searching for fiction And my head it keeps on spinning When I let myself sit still I miss you I miss you I just keep on listening to old videos Just to remember what your voice sounds like Half the songs that I hear on the radio Make me think of you and I I can't stop thinking about that night your apartment When those tears they started flowing And I can't erase that moment Then all I could do was hold you Now my head it keeps on spinning When I let myself sit still I miss you When I let myself sit still I miss you When I let myself sit still I miss you