High King

It's all the time I wonder If by now I'd've gotten further If when I was younger Some things were different for me I've had my time to do some Thinking and creating Making something that's in my head Is it healthy to live fantasy? So I wake up in a diamond palace Go outside and all my friends are there It's a surprise birthday party It's in June, but I don't really care And I struggle just to keep my balance After my ninth Russo-Baltique shot And I'm still not sure what happiness is In the past I know that I've been wrong a lot Step into this old wardrobe Forget everything you know Done with believing in anything That I am not shown Behind the gym I hear the signs And change them for myself What you think is paradise, I wouldn't take too well You know, you know I love ya It's just that I know you wonder If i'm going under, fallen Lost for all eternity Just know that I am happy I'm myself more than I have been Sorry for escaping, But I have to live my fantasy So I wake up in a diamond palace Go outside and all my friends are there It's a surprise birthday party It's in June, but I don't really care And I struggle just to keep my balance After my tenth Russo-Baltique shot And I'm still not sure what happiness is In the past I know that I've been wrong a lot Step into this old wardrobe Forget everything you know Done with believing in anything That I am not shown Behind the gym I hear the signs And change them for myself What you think is paradise, I wouldn't take too well When I had all my focus further up and further in I thought my own self wasn't half as worth believing in And now I am the High King And no one's blood needs bleeding When I had all my focus further up and further in I thought my own self wasn't half as worth believing in And now I am the High King And no one's blood needs bleeding I'll lead this life with my heart I hope you can forgive me I'll lead this life with my heart I hope you can forgive me