Milkshakes + Cigarettes

Nowhere to go, and I can't still be stuck here home alone Poisoned silently, restless thoughts like fire spread inside of me Feeling stranded, spent my days at the bottom of a youtube canyon Come up empty handed, cuz I tried, TED talks and self help but I can't stand it Don't know why i'm feeling so helpless, helpless Lately I've been making myself sick Like milkshakes and cigarettes Milkshakes and cigarettes, baby Did I forget, and make the same mistakes feel the same regret An idle threat, the streetlights out my window casting silhouettes I can't fall asleep, am I the only one the quiets deafening Fill my head with lies, cuz all my vacant dreams have empty alibis Don't know why i'm feeling so helpless, helpless Lately I've been making myself sick Like milkshakes and cigarettes Milkshakes and cigarettes Oooh, Don't know why i'm feeling so helpless, helpless Lately I've been making myself sick Blech