Counting Pills

I count the Percocet on your nightstand You say to sell it to my friends I can't read you we both know how this one ends I can't keep you but I'll stay until the end Say I'll see you soon and I stare up at the moon I wonder if you see it too but I don't ask I just count your pills when I don't know what to say The neighbors see me stand out in the rain There's a door to your heart Don't leave it open if it's not I can't help you but I'll love you just the same Close the door to your room Leave it open just in case you call out for me but you don't And that's okay