feels like home (voice memo demo)

Well I'm addicted to gasoline, nicotine, and anything that hurts I'm used to being spun around won't you pin me down with anything that works Figure it out Build a horse Find a home Keep it all contained It won't work out It's just not right Point your finger Find someone to blame And It's a shame I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit Feels like home when it hurts a bit Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down Hit the bar, down some beer, sniff some stuff and wish that you were here But you're not far, not at all, it's in my head but that's what makes it real She makes me wait I'll take the bait I don't mind I'm getting used to her It's not your fault I've hit the wall That's just how this old brain tends to work Its a jerk I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit Feels like home when it hurts a bit Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down I didn't think I'd live long enough to apologize For all my faults, my sins, all the lies I'm going to try to make this better I'm going to try to make it right I'm going to try to get just a little better if it takes all my life But right now I'm into some pretty unhealthy shit Feels like home when it hurts a bit Burns like hell but tastes so sweet when you knock me down