Crazhed (Bonus)

I had a very blue spring, a hell halloween, as dead inside as outside Cause they don't know wintertime breaks me And she hates my mind raving, where do I start? I miss alot of friends, I think a lot of them hate me at heart Would take klonopins in my race car But I took the worst of me, the very worst of me, broke me apart Middle of a split pill is how I feel Yin and yang choose a side don't know what's real And its like way before I mattered I shattered, picking up pieces up from my life, I gather Pick the reasons I hate my life. Its faster, cus I don't wanna battle Cus I changed and rearranged my whole brain after that heartbreak And it still didn't matter I think the bitch knows she broke me, Soulless But with a hunnid bands in my pocket that's solace I'll patch up all the holes in my heart with hoes And trust things that's only God sent But until then its REMEST on my body Black shades on you won't see me crying or smiling I promise Just keep it rockin, just keep it rockin and rollin Cus if its really real tell me something ya noticed And if its really real, tell me shit bout my focus And if its really real tell me how I'm not blowing it all up on you I know I didn't cross the line Crash the car, I know its worth it Life's so hard, don't know my purpose anymore