The Star Diary

In the moshpit lit, here I feel like the shit I don't wanna go outside In the moshpit lit, tryna work on myself hmm I could just die Bro pass me the spliff, I think its pure bliss I swear I get closer to God And as far as that bitch I wish she was it Looking back it was all a facade All these lights start to flash when I show up I'm a motherfuckin' star, can I blow up? I'm a motherfuckin' star, can you notice? I'ma bury my pride when its over All these things on my mind hard to focus I'ma be more than rich when its over Hard to feel when my cup runneth over Hard to feel when the drugs takin' over Its just so hard to feel, So hard to chill Especially when the money get longer And the weed get stronger, Plus they got fent in the pills And guns on the corner I just stay in my zone, uh Think I need a fuckin break from the drugs and go sober And I think I gotta own up When he died, I died inside from the trauma Hey I got too lost in the past now I'm back now Can't nun else change how I act, not overreacting Can't waste no time, want the racks now I can't back down And I don't need help i'm back now with a passion Too much codeine on the scene These scene girls ain't the girl of my dreams And they all wanna meet, I'm a nice guy off the lean let em come to the suite And they all look sweet. Lying through they teeth til I leave But my heart in a Brinks and this world so cold Lucky for me I bought a mink with my Diesel jeans They don't know what it means to me They don't know what I dream to be I just tell em believe in me The sooner they leave, the sooner I reach And it aint about greed I know I'm a star. What you see when you looking at me? And that's just what I need, I know I'm a star. What you see when you looking at me? Hey I got too lost in the past now I'm back now Can't nun else change how I act, not overreacting Can't waste no time, want the racks now I can't back down And I don't need help i'm back now with a passion