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And it's harder and harder When I sleep, I dream of you When I wake, you're there too I know I should forget And try to move on What if I don't, what if I care What if I drink a big beer in my underwear And I sit on the comfiest couch My friends call me stupid Cause I can't keep my name out your mouth I think and think of how to win you back Buy a cassette of your favorite track And I pray, I try to pray But it doesn't do a thing Maybe it's time for a heartbreak beginning When I walk, you're on my mind When I think, it's all the time I know I should forget And try to move on What if I can't, what if it's hard What if I shuffle my feet and not get very far Cause I keep getting pulled back in And I don't believe in God but leaving you is a sin So I run and run and try to get away Go out on the weekends with nowhere to stay I write and I sing but it hasn't healed me yet Maybe this just is a heartbreak beginning