Let's Call This a Win

Writing so sad To help with the pain But I don't want To make it seem Like my life's just shade and rain Now it is time To try and make Some music that Can give me a break Rip away this gloomy chain Don't want to think About how I felt Cause I really lost myself Time has come To reel me back in Things got so hard Got mentally scarred Did not think I could subdue From how I feel now let's call this a win I feel so great I'm coming right back It won't happen fast Still struggle for sure Once in a while I get a panic attack Much happier now Not scared of the world That's how I lived Cause my stomach was curled Seems like now I'm on a good track Don't want to think About how I felt Cause I really lost myself Time has come To reel me back in Things got so hard Got mentally scarred Did not think I could subdue From how I feel now let's call this a win Let me tell you Sometimes I crumble But nothing is worse Than when I started this rumble When it first showed up Didn't think I could live But one thing I learned When life throws a hurdle You gotta jump Not hide like a turtle If you hide things will only get worse Don't want to think About how I felt Cause I really lost myself Now it is time To reel me back in Things got so hard Got mentally scarred Did not think I could subdue From how I feel now let's call this a win