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I'm fucking high I'll try to maintain, Explain why I've changed I don't know When the f*ck I got home Sitting there by myself Called a friend, need some help I'm back in it but I feel kinda lousy The drugs and the alcohol are making me drowsy The time starts chasing Words are in the making There ain't no explaining These thoughts overtaken And I can't sleep I'm blinded by the light I can't see So don't think twice you'll hesitate These thoughts they just don't correlate