Tug of War

Wanna sleep but my thoughts keep me awake Wanna breathe feels like I'm drowning in a lake Wanna laugh but I can't hold back the tears Wanna see but I'm blinded by the fears of my anxious mind It's like this all the time Cuz its's a Tug of war of life Please hold on tight It's only up from here A tug war of life Keep up the fight Let go of all your fears Wanna run but to run you gotta walk Wanna scream but to scream you gotta talk Wanna hide no intent on being found I can't hear cuz I blocked out all the sound of my anxious mind It's like this all the time Cuz it's a Tug of war of life Please hold on tight It's only up from here A tug of war of life Keep up the fight Soon it will all be clear Tomorrow's a new day So spread your wings and fly away And be who you want to be And if you ever feel like crying It's just your anxiety It's hard work I can't do this anymore It's no fun when things you love feel like a chore Wanna quit but to quit you gotta try Wanna live but inside you wanna die There's no reason why you think this all the time Cuz it's a Tug of war of life Please hold on tight It's only up from here A tug of war of life Keep up the fight Let go of all your fears Ahhh