Dumb Baby

Nipple pierced Strong guy I slice up my thigh On a night when we were fine You schedule times to cry Don’t want to die That’s a cheap way to leave a lease you signed You say I loved you out of convenience I don’t really think that makes much sense at all Zamboni in the bathroom stall Remember when you’d bring me we we’re better last fall You told me not to come but I’m by your side And when I think I’ve had enough then I still come by And I know you’re not alone and I never really mind And I never really know how to stay inside Drown me in still water say you’ll teach me how to breathe And when I wake up put my head back in the oven so that I can sleep You told me not to run were you mad when I came Saying we could start over and we try it again And I’m running down the street and you’re calling my name Every time I give an inch you always want the whole thing And now I think you say such tiny things You took me to the function and you buy me drinks I’ve never really felt more out of sync Like a record player playing that same four beats You’re a dumb baby I threw a drink At the wall Your neighbors call Not sure I ever even knew you at all Maybe I’ll text you on your next birthday Maybe I'll see you out and pick a dumb fight Maybe we’ll both be at the park say you want another start But my hopes are low and my chest is tight It was nice and fun until it made me sad I don’t want to be another thing that you had I stopped taking my meds last week just so that I could roll with you I’m way too big to be feeling this small Exhausted by the burden of knowing your name at all I’m such a dumb baby I'm your little dumb baby I’m such a dumb baby I'm your little dumb baby I’m such a dumb baby I'm your little dumb baby I’m such a dumb baby I'm your little dumb baby Put me back to sleep Put dumb baby in a coma baby (I go fast but you're staying the same) Would you please I don’t wanna be a bummer (You go fast and I never really change) Put me back in the womb Put me back in the stable (I go fast but you're staying the same) I wanna be held I wanna be stable (You go fast and I never really change) Back to sleep Put dumb baby in a coma baby Would you please I don’t wanna be a bummer Put me back in the womb Put me back in the stable I wanna be held I wanna be stable