2 the Moon & Back

This is patricia’s song, i just wanted to say that… She says she doesn’t wanna see one more sunset past 60 I laugh as if she actually wants to die when i’m 26 Then she asks me why, and all I can say is Old friend you're the one with too much to say so it won't be conveyed thru words I can attempt to pen this down in a verse but the feeling is wild and immersed Nothing's worse than a rhyme or reason that doesn't work So i work and i work and i search for the word Is it a verb or a curse i just can't unearth When I write and I write and I write and I write and it still isn't right Will is my might i continue to fight The reason doesn't need to rhyme the truth is in between these lines I've tried ten thousand times true love just can't be defined Through the lawsuits and soon into the interviews i promise I will stay honest and true to you and i Always keep me close i'll keep you in mind Even though you're psycho so am I I love you with my eyes closed I could've left a nice note but instead i'm hitting high notes For you i'd walk across a motherfucking tightrope I'm not making jokes Through hard times we survived because of you I work twice as hard because of you I fucking love you and I don't need a rhyme or a reason to tell you Clutch your cross i promise when it comes to moms you're the bombest I’ve been doing you the wrongest, I just want you to know you belong with us Your boy is grown into a man, still need a helping hand from my mama Grandpa told me the only way to succeed was to take things step by step I'm seventeen I can see each step It's so cold I can see each breath Stepping stones three feet from gold i'll reach these goals for you and me both Don't get me wrong it ain't all bad i'm as strong as can be Hear the warrior in me hear the roar in the beat Each beat lets me compete to be the best that's ever been Perhaps in the end but until then i'll sing the cleverest song i can The winter wind won't last as long when i'm gone so On and On i suppose the story unfolds The glorious rose that grows through cracks and holes of the concrete You raised me and I have not thanked you properly They may take away my legs and property But they'll never stop me from jotting prophecies i'll always be caught Between schemes and monotony but honestly Whatever the weather may be i guarantee Something constant is the promise that i'm following So if i'm not home for halloween don't be mad mom Because this isn't a sad song just sing along with me Clutch your cross i promise when it comes to moms you're the bombest I’ve been doing you the wrongest, I just want you to know you belong with us Your boy is grown into a man, still need a helping hand from my mama Honest Modestly the best Those are terms i can use to express The west loving mother that i have come to expect every piece to be kept when i'm stressed Put to the test and i pass every class except for the ones they check don't fret Just remember god hasn't finished with me yet Timeless rhymes baptized in holy wine it's about time i express to her how i feel How i feel bad about every fight that we've had Seventy seven percent my fault i accept that you're the best at Everything i was wrong you were right That should patch things up right Hold up let me do it right I could've bought you a box of chocolates but i wrote you a song instead Mom you're best and that's not a threat I'm just being honest the problem is we don't talk we fight Even when i know it's wrong i can't do right How do we survive the nine to five when time and time again Life feels like uphill wind sprints in an endless track i cannot stand back Can't stand rules being told what to do screw school man i am too cool Just look at my shoes The proofs in the boost off the beat I feel so clean so complete so beautiful Moving shooting hoops nothing but net So unique and correct Maneuvering through these beats with finesse Perfectly blessed maternally Eternally changing the game expect nothing less