Saints

Out of 10 million people how many are saints Out of 10 million how many know how to paint If it doesn't reach me does it mean anything Out of 10 million sometimes I'm the only one I'm feeling Out of 10 million people how many are saints Out of 10 million how many know how to paint If it was why haven't I seen it If it doesn't reach me then what does it mean This life is so hard and I'm growing older But ya can't let those bipolar blues get ya down Gotta keep your groove How can a man like me not know the answers Jack Dean another teen without a dad or mother I wrapped myself in rap to distract from the fact I suffered I wonder how you would react It's a fact I'm abstract not wack in tact Fame is apart of the game I pledged to play I gave it heart and soul but the soles of shoes ache The truth is this game gives me a reason to escape Something to believe in that I can be great If my paint is never framed Out of 10 million people how many are saints Out of 10 million how many know how to paint If it doesn't reach me does it mean anything Out of 10 million sometimes I'm the only one I'm feeling If something happens to my brain then everything I've outlasted is in vain In the deepest reaches of my mind I can not just agree that thats fine it's not Not when someone else has had these exact same thoughts He trotted the path to fame and tragically died without a name Out of 10 million how many can possibly be saints The United States is a divided place thats why the Titanic sank The society didn't see the hole in the brig White privilege exists it's the tip of the iceberg All of these problems are making my mind hurt By taking the time to write these rhymes Am I making it right or making it worse Out of 10 million people how many are saints Out of 10 million how many know how to paint If it doesn't reach me does it mean anything Out of 10 million sometimes I'm the only one I'm feeling From Afghanistan to Haiti Israel to Spain Portugal to Puerto Rico Poland to Paraguay There's 188 countries that nobody can name If I wanna see the world change full of saints I have to change first Out of 10 million people how many are saints Out of 10 million how many know how to paint If it doesn't reach me does it mean anything Out of 10 million sometimes I'm the only one I'm feeling