Cloudy Skies

Cloudy skies on a sunny day Hopeful but I know It's gonna rain Through the storm I'll find a way If not tomorrow then another day Walking along, this lonely road Taking It's toll, breaking my soul Out of control, still keeping my focus Frozen emotions Damaged and broken but I'm still going I'm still growing, I'm still changing Always chasing faded feelings I'm still healing, I'm still grieving Scattered in a million pieces Battle scars I've left untreated Memories left incompleted Unfinished business I'm lost in Got one girl home in the city, just got back from Paris Came out to see a show loved her when I was 16 Got one abroad in Belgium, No communication Maybe different lifetimes can fix our situation Got one out in LA I'm trying to see soon, she crazy but I'm crazy too Tells me that I'll love it there I'm scared cause I know the truth And even though this road I'm on might be the end of me I won't fold I'll find my way back home I'll find my way back home I'll find my way back The storm will come, the storm will go Anyway the wind blows I'll find my way back home Running a muck with my demons don't need your opinion I'm doing me I'm living life Running my mouth just a little I tried to be civil I'm fed up I done being nice For real Control of the wheel I got it Surreal The way that I feel iconic I'm still unfulfilled Only satisfied by the dollar signs Diamond in the rough waiting to shine No more running no more hiding Tired of lying But I'm so Infatuated with the fast life Devil on my shoulder every night Angel chilling on the other side Indecision been keeping me up at night One day I know that I'll get it right Necklace and wrist steady shining bright Remember the days that I called you mine Fantasied cause we never crossed the line Must've talked about it couple hundred times I guess you live and you learn Letting some bridges burn to ashes Leaving my heart in the past tense Fired up like I'm volcanic Even through all of the madness I'll find my way back home I'll find my way back home I'll find my way back The storm will come, The storm will go Anyway the wind blows I'll find my way back home