WONDERS

I wonder I wonder Will I ever find love in the end Am I thinking too far ahead again Losing myself in the wind Giving my all for something With nothing in return It's time to close the curtain Pouring out our hearts neither one of will listen I'm uneven I'm uneasy Why does it take so much to please me? Why does it take so much to ease the pain It just won't go away I need a hideaway And no one can respect that, such a shame No they won't accept it, look who's to blame Second guessing every blessing I'm a such mess since It takes so much to ease the pain I wonder how I'm still the same After all the years of love and hate Will I ever give my heart a break Still haven't learned my lesson no question I'm so passionate They say I care too much Call me adequate I'm never good enough Too compassionate I'm always runner up Cause no one wants the nice guy So yeah I go through mood swings Don't hold it against me I'm just tryna do something different than the family Searching for my own path Writing my own story Knowing that they love me Hoping that they trust me I know I'll be lucky If I ever see fortune or fame If I ever get to see my name in shining lights Above the city skyline Cause I just wanna be somebody I just wanna be somebody Always think I need somebody Will I ever be somebody I wonder I wonder I wonder Am I more than just a number I wonder