10:00 PM At Hendershot's

All alone outside a bar in Athens crying by myself Thinking Lord what if I die out here all by myself I feel like I'm losing you, I don't know what I should do Every day I'm on the run, really wishing I was home for once I've been on the road, every day I'm in a different state All my friends keep telling me I'm living out your plan and I've been doing great But I got too much on my plate, so I'm wondering how God would feel if I just went and met him at the gate I got everything I ever dreamed But nothing's ever how it seems I got everything to prove, can't afford to lose Haven't slept in days, I've been on the move running from abuse All my friends are all inside Wondering if any of them know I'm barely getting by Wondering if any of them know that every day's a struggle to survive Praying that somebody could be next to me And that she came to check on me God was showing me a reason I should stay God was showing me as long as I have him that I'ma be okay Asked me how I'm doing and I lied Now you're going back inside, man I feel like I could cry I've been feeling lonely Wish somebody could just hold me closely And never let me go This is how I feel, this is how I feel This is how I feel at 10 PM at Hendershot's