Hurricanes

I been in the studio alone as I could ever be It's always everyone else and it's never me Everyone say they love me but you ain't love me You just want me for my music Never want me for me Nowadays it's been so hard to keep my head high Fail time after time but I still try Try to see clear but it's hard with my blurred eyes Such a struggle just to make sure I don't die I know they'll be days when it rains but lately all it's been is hurricanes Gotta bottle all my emotions so I can't never spill the pain I'd do anything just to make music without any of the fame Everyone saying I would f*ck anyone over if I had anything to gain Everyone saying I did this or that don't know me They just know my name They just know my name They just know my name All these thoughts inside my brain are driving me insane Try to relapse off the memories of you but it don't take away the pain So much time gone by and it's still the same I ain't really tryna lose this game Had a change in my heart for a lot of things Went from a cold winter heart to a warm spring People puttin value on my words like it's a string Made half a band in less than a month, ain't bought any bling Invest it all in my craft which brings more money back to me I'm a good artist but i'm a smart business man can't you see Times square could never shine as bright as me I'm thankful for all the people that support me back home I know they'll be days when it rains but lately all it's been is hurricanes Gotta bottle all my emotions so I can't never spill the pain I'd do anything just to make music without any of the fame Everyone saying I would f*ck anyone over if I had anything to gain Everyone saying I did this or that don't know me They just know my name They just know my name They just know my name