Writing This From Peachford

Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today Had to go away, do an inpatient stay Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed Everything's exactly where it was when I left In a hospital gown with adhesive on my chest Cameras watch your every move, you can never get some rest Always gotta watch your back, everyday a test Writing songs on paper with the dullest pencils Thinking bout how I can use this to my full potential Living life with just essentials, gotta write a song without an instrumental Starting over with the fundamental Learning coping skills to stop it all like it was accidental Everyone been telling me that I was in the wrong It got me really wishing I was gone Josephine will always have her story, me I'll always have my song Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today Had to go away, do an inpatient stay Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed I've been on my own, have no where to call a home Unit been on lockdown, getting sick of being all alone Been a minute since I was admitted, feel like it was weeks ago Everyday somebody goes, by the time you leave there's nobody you know All the nurses saying being here will help me grow But I just wanna go Cause it ain't worth what you gotta undergo, I'd rather be at home Wish that I could be in her embrace Wish that I could dap my brothers up and look them in the face, oh Wish that I could be in her embrace Wish that I could dap my brothers up and look them in the face Writing this for Peachford, I don't know the time of day Thinking about the people that I hurt and the mistakes that I done made Really really try to stay but the devil got control of me Prayed to God that I would be okay, it's why I'm standing here today And after all I did there ain't a reason I should be alive today Had to go away, do an inpatient stay Nobody ever wrote me, really felt betrayed