I'LL SEE YOU WHEN I GET HOME

God, I knew that it was true but it's Taboo I can see that the Blacker the Balloon when it pop I refuse to be seen in the ballroom, old school Find me when I'm staring at the moon now, can you see me See yourself in the mirror it ain't that deep F*ck it I don't really give two fucks but I ain't tryna duck Inner issues it ain't that deep, maybe one day When you see it, maybe hear it on the runway I know that I ain't flying coach first class No gas but I hate flying solo, but you don't know How to heal but remember bout the deal Keep it real, did you ever really care about how I feel Now was that real See me have I faded in the background Back now, but I'm bound to the ways That I've fallen into, never feeling in tune One day never saying it again but I loved you Say a girl is a gun When you think you found the one, heartbroken when it's done I've been speeding too fast, as I try to outrun All the feelings of the past, take a left as I crash Burned out, no doubt If you're looking for me now, find me in the background Never knew it, I've been thinking too much Reparation ain't a must but I'm hoping that I know now I know, I know that You've probably moved on, found a proper way to end this Can you tell me more lies Can you look me in the eyes, as I try not to forget this In the end, did the flowers really leave me Can you see what it really even meant In a sense, say the daisy, took a petal and a pen Singing old news, find me reminiscing in the ballroom Do you need me To believe that it could've ended better If the time or the place, if I wrote a different letter To the girl that I know never settle for the wrong blues But I can't be Couldn't even if I tried, cause you know me See the signs, have I lost my fucking mind How you been, I've been fine but been struggling to find mine But I'll see you When I heal, but to face the point of view That the end never suited the beginning of the whole truth That I loved you