Trust Myself

At the end of every day I lie here Non-stop thinking about every word Every single thing I say Was it right or was it not even heard I can't even tell my feelings Are they up or down or still or right or left All I know with all my being Is that every time we speak I cannot forget And I hope I will find my answers Hope I don't take this for granted Hope that I'm not running out of time And I don't know if I'm in love And I don't know what times are tough And I can't even seem to trust myself Can't even trust myself All these questions plague my mind When will I find the end of my mask And I dream of all the times When I can just know and I won't have to ask I don't even know what to do with it Do I chase it down or keep it deep inside I guess I'll have to face it eventually Because maybe from my own feelings I cannot hide And I hope I will find my answers Hope I don't take you for granted Hope that I'm not running out of time And I don't know if I'm in love And I don't know what times are tough And I can't even seem to trust myself Can't even trust myself And I may know that I'm in love But I don't think I can be tough And tell you how I really feel right now And though I know that I'm love I know your answer would be tough So I won't ever let me trust myself Can't even trust myself