As The Sky To The Sea

Is this what it has come to Has this all been for nothing Are you listening dear I think I've made myself clear But if I haven't let me You've been away for a while I can still sense your presence In the weight of your absence I've made a home for you In my head you are perfect and you are stunning But when I talk to you I feel less than nothing I've willed the demons that torment my every move If you were here and I could touch you How I would feel so lucky How cruel, to separate us indefinitely I feel the fool, to want to be with you while suffering With you and your life to live, without me is a blessing in disguise I know you want to feel free But every time I want to cut the tie I feel I can't breathe Every time I look around, your shadows manifest like the Sea's waves materialize by the beach In an attempt to erode at the shore Like your approach And how it chisels away at me Come back to me beloved Are our worries not free I've kept you safe in my heart But how have you kept me Am I irrelevant It feels this way Or are we merely separated By time and space and debris I want to pull you from that place I want to wither forever Why don't you carve me away Until there's nothing left to speak Until my body is the beach And you're alone You are the sea Until you're happy and you're free I've maybe done too much I think I've said more than enough Maybe one day we'll rise to the occasion Like the tide and planes, we ride on Till the days done Until then I'll bury you deep within My body let my blood be the filler And ill try and carry And ill try and carry on But the waves crash on Feel free there beloved Don't you worry about me Even if I am gone Maybe you'll feel me Staring down from the heavens As the sky to the sea