Split

Here, I'm split between the ends, the decisions that I have to make made me cry Sometimes at night I don't know why I stay up so late trying to fight myself Make sure that all the people on all the sides requirements met Yeah, it's so hard, that's why I built myself a makeshift net just to catch myself when I fall But even that's not enough, yeah, so I admit that you all call when I'm down and alone thinking that there's nowhere else to go Yeah, take me back to how it was all those years ago when I was just a pig When I had no cares in the world, shit, I didn't even have no brains Fucking hate these days, I'm so split from the people, yeah, I don't want to stay this way Splitting up these friends, it's changed my life in the worst way Please take me back to how it was These split decisions got me all over the place and it's cause I've listened to the amount of cares that I get, the amount of shit that I give And it's had such a negative response It's all my fault, just like every other time And every other rhyme I've written, it spells out the same story over and over Don't you get the glory, it's no longer heaven above me Paul gets it, he sees But yet sometimes it feels like he's not there for me, like nobody else is there for me I'm split The situation is dramatic and I'm tired of this shit So here's what I'll do, I'll take some time for myself, just lock my door and rethink it all out I know I'm split between two sides but it's better if I let it all out Mentally I'll be able to clearly see what the right decision is I'm split but I know that this time I'll be free I know I'm split between two sides but it's better if I let it all out I know I'm split between two sides but it's better if I let it all out