Homesick

This box room will be the death of me These thin walls are my enemy I live on top of strangers Don't know their names There's a smell in the air again But I just smile and try pretend That I wouldn't rather be anywhere but here But it's nearly the weekend So I'll drink to forget my woes Cos I don't like talking It's pointless and boring So silence is all that I know I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home Caught myself living on the edge Contemplating the thought of death With rain-soaked hair I pondered my existence Dark thoughts, dark sky, clouded mind But I'll say I'm alright I hate myself for hating my golden days But It's nearly the weekend So I'll drink until I feel numb Cos I don't like talking It's pointless and boring So I just won't tell anyone I wanna go home I wanna go home To the arms of my mother The warmth of my father The touch of the girl that I love I wanna go home I wanna go home One, two, three, four And five years on I've forgot who I am Cause I buried my heart Beneath the dirt and the sand My brain's on fire, but God, I'm so cold And when the din gets silent Well, I think that I'm fixed Then I wait for a second And reality hits Then it dawns on me slowly Being honest, I know Maybe I'm just too broken And I'll never go home I'll never go home To the arms of my mother The warmth of my father The touch of the girl that I love I'll never go home I'll never go home I'll never go home