Anxiety

Haven't been writing cause I haven't been reading Haven't been praying cause I haven't been believing I Haven't been posting cause I haven't been growing I feel like I'm everything I'm not supposed to be Talked to an old friend yesterday Got a job out of college now he's making 80k Insecurities arrive I don't have an MBA Feeling under qualified to provide I'm afraid But life has been cool Couple months down the road and I graduate school Got my dream internship best time of my life Got my dream girl married her and now she my wife Got depressed first time in life Got beat up didn't put up a fight Loose sleep staying up every night Dealing with anxiety and this is what it feels like Does anybody feel the same way Lately I've been losing patience Does anybody feel the same way Lately I've been losing patience When the will the pain end I'm breaking But imma roll with it Number three coming now put my soul in it And lay it down vulnerable til it's all finished And put it out to the crowd like there's no critics I feel my doubts coming now but there's no quitting All my fears screaming loud but I won't listen I'm the chief of my mind like Mahomes' business Yeah I'm in this haze I've been trying to get out but until that day