I think I need help

I gave up Who I was for The version you created of me inside your thoughts Used to smile then I grew up now I'm drowning in this sea of everything that I'm not Can't you read between the lines I'm crying out for help when I tell you that I'm fine Do you not know Or do you turn a blind eye I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine woah I'm saying no and I'm not coming over I'm drunk off opinions But I wish I was sober It's been a long time Since I took care of myself I've just been too afraid I'll say it now I think I need help Remember when I loved myself It's been so long That I forgot how that felt I always need to be alone I'm driving home even though That's where I get depressed the most Can't you read between the lines I'm screaming out for help when I tell you that I'm fine Do you not know Or do you turn a blind eye I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine I'm saying no and I'm not coming over I'm drunk off opinions But I wish I was sober It's been a long time Since I took care of myself I've just been too afraid I'll say it now I think I need help