I'm fine, I swear

I hit the gym cause I like it Not to deal with all the trauma I'm hiding Ran 20 miles cause it feels great Not to cope with all the anger and heartbreak They told me that grief would expire but I'm starting to think that I've been talking to liars Cause these memories haven't gotten any lighter Like gasoline pouring down onto a fire I'm fine I swear I'm fine I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm proud of the things I've been doin Considering what I've been through it's just I don't wanna be healing forever A year's gone by and I'm still not better I'm fine I swear Just need some time and care To focus on myself And climb out of this hell And I hate to say That grief has no expiration date I love the way You can't relate to all my pain The fears I faced I had to give me so much grace Make no mistake This made me who I am today And I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I'm proud of the things I've been doin Considering what I've been through it's just I don't wanna be healing forever A year's gone by and I'm still not better I'm fine I swear I'm fine I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine I swear I'm fine