Serenity

Kinda hard to feel when you numb yourself Kinda hard to heal when you don't get help yeah I been tryna do this all myself Anxiety is taking it's toll I'm just in a different place Suffering from my mistakes Tryna reconcile my faith Uncertainty just won't let me go And I've been tryna find a bit of inner peace But keep looking at the people next to me Got me questioning now my divinity Oh I'm just searching for Serenity Serenity I never lost faith in God Just faith in faith A lot of people work in ministry to try and take His place so I built walls to cover up the pain of mistrust But walls only leave you jaded What's even worse I gotta be first If I'm not better than everyone I quit and I burn I guess when it's all said and done I'm trying to learn How to pick apart my status and not get discouraged Everybody been tellin me everything that I'm meant to be Started in elementary I could be this potentially But what if I don't wanna be I don't know what's in front of me I just overthink constantly I feel like I can't be me And I've been tryna find a bit of inner peace But keep looking at the people next to me Got me questioning now my divinity Oh I'm just searching for Serenity Serenity