Vague

Jack, from what I've seen so far, guess what? What? Good big brother Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back but all of my memories vague Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake No time for mistakes Cuz I got something to prove so I cannot lose and that I can guarantee Been through enough man life can tough why are they coming for me They nothing like me, dealt with that shit for a year and didn't miss a visit Those were the last times with my dad yeah I'm getting sad man I'm gonna miss it Keep tryna remember wish we were together, the memories cold feel like December But there is no snow on the ground its crazy it's the middle of summer my heart is still tender Four leaf clover but I lost a leaf and I hope I didn't lose all my luck Used to play catch with my pops, but now I just look at the glove Can't go back to the way that it was I got three reasons to grind look out my sister, my brother, my mom The right people beside me to get me through and guide me and keeping me calm They not gonna steer me wrong Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back but all of my memories vague Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake No time for mistakes Cuz I got something to prove so I cannot lose and that I can guarantee Been through enough man life can tough why are they coming for me Gotta keep pushing no way I could stop I'm not getting bothered time catching up to me Expressing my feelings I do it through music, I finally breathe with ease Y'all could just never relate I got a lot on my plate, and shit getting heavy Bet it, I'm moving so steady Throw a curveball but I'm already ready whenever, wherever I'm like a diamond, I shine under pressure Promised that times will get better One thing that you need to consider, when you was down on your back you know who delivered thats me The past getting cloudy I got good people around me I deal with the cards I was dealt What once represented good times in life, now just sits on the shelf And it's getting dusty, wonder if god will help me or just leave me alone by myself Like a flower, no pedals Hope that my dreams don't outlive me, I'm never gon settle Never gon let up, keeping my head up, it stay on a swivel Big brother, little sister That means the best of both worlds I stay in the middle Stay in the middle Lots of good times we had when I'm thinking back but all of my memories vague Sitting in bed just thinking past midnight and I'm still awake No time for mistakes Cuz I got something to prove so I cannot lose and that I can guarantee Been through enough man life can tough why are they coming for me