Remember

Find myself on the floor again it's a quarter past four again Oh no the liquor starts to pour again And now I'm trying to forget you I'm so hot I can't fall asleep I might even have to lose the sheet Freestyle but I ain't quite on beat The demons are starting to get through Wake up Get out of your bed Yeah this place ain't what we know I'm lost in delusion I'm full of confusion I got no place to hold So scared and so worried My vison is getting blurry I don't know where to go At the end of my wits I don't have no more tricks So my fate it's inevitable Oh shit don't start relapsing Losing control don't know what's happening Memories they come to me but I'm not laughing Do you remember when Do you remember when Do you remember when We sat under the stars on porch swings Do you remember when I realized you were my everything Do you remember when We Both said that I love you Do you remember when Do you remember when Because I'll always remember you Memories fade so fast it's true Look at my life now what did I do it's a blessing and a curse growing up so soon Led myself down a road I never choose I don't have the answers anyway anyway Pour this Hennessey then fall into a daze in a daze Yeah I hate myself so I Smoke away the pain Find comfort in these vices keep me sanel I know they call me loser yeah I know they call me this and that I know that is the truth so don't even bother getting mad look at this kid he's so sad Everyone f*ck off with that Where I'm headed I don't know compared to here it can't be bad (F*ck!) Oh shit don't start relapsing Losing control don't know what's happening Memories they come to me but I'm not laughing Do you remember when Do you remember when Do you remember when We sat under the stars on porch swings Do you remember when I realized you were my everything Do you remember when We Both said that I love you Do you remember when Do you remember when Because I'll always remember you