Sand

3am has come And grabbed me like a storm Holding down my head Making pictures form Scenes of serenity Scenes of faded hues Scenes full of content because they're filled with you But the sorrow waits just on the other side And another trace comes out I'll have to hide I'm drowning on land It's just as I've planned I throw myself down the hill towards the rocks and sand I take my own pill and swallow it whole I'll never make you understand Bleed it all right out Turn my skin to blue Masking all the light that once was seen by you I'll hide into the dark Feel its emptiness Resonate with it and by it I'll be dressed One more convoluted piece of scrawly art One more broken piece pulled right out of the stars I'm drowning on land it's just as I've planned I throw myself down the hill towards the rocks and sand I take my own pill and swallow it whole I'll never make you understand You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet I hope you never do You're worth you're weight in gold And I'm like a distant taste Just leave me to go old