Fake Love

I stood by you through bleached hair and tattoos Drunken progress and sober setbacks But the times I looked for strength and support You met with judgement and cold indifference Don't try to escape unscathed You should live through the nightmare you made Even if you had the words to say You wouldn't say them Boy I'm tired of singing with a bleeding heart That you'll never notice I'd rather sleep with happiness alone Then spend another night by your bedpost Vengeance tastes so much sweeter than all of the fake love you gave me You used to be integral to me But like whiskey over ice you need the balance to suffice Now that I'm clean I feel a lot more like me I'm no longer keeping your passivity If forgiveness touches your lips I'll gladly meet it with both of my fists Even if you had the words to say You wouldn't say them Boy I'm tired of singing with a bleeding heart That you'll never notice I'd rather sleep with happiness alone Then spend another night by your bedpost Vengeance tastes so much sweeter than all of the fake love you gave me Save your breath I wouldn't want you to choke On an attempt to be honest such a redundant joke Answer me this before you leave me alone How does it feel to be nothing more than a waste of a boy? Even if you had the words to say You wouldn't say them Boy I'm tired of singing with a bleeding heart That you'll never notice I'd rather sleep with happiness alone Then spend another night by your bedpost Vengeance tastes so much sweeter than all of the fake love you gave me