For You

I thought I'd make a list of what you did for me Then I thought why bother wasting a page Full of tiny details like how you never thanked me For four months of giving you a place to stay You know I didn't bat an eye when yours would wander Or when you'd come to bed in your ex's t-shirt But even the most secure can only endure so much Before they pick the flower and leave you with the dirt You excel at taking, unaware of all you're breaking To keep from going insane these are the questions I've asked since you left me First I ask myself if I want you And then I ask myself if you care And then I ask myself if I'm the reason you're not here Then I realize that maybe I miss you Then I realize wait, no I don't I knew I was your best from our first night How you relished every kiss and every touch Such a shame you never could truly learn my body Cause it would have given you my eternal blush I was the other man in this affair with yourself, hope you're both doing well To keep from going insane these are the questions I've asked since you left me First I ask myself if I want you And then I ask myself if you care And then I ask myself if I'm the reason you're not here Then I realize that maybe I miss you in my bones Then I realize wait, no I don't No, I don't