Winter

When I was in high school I thought that it was cool To be cynical about everything And now you see how far I've come Something's gotta give Or I will just disappear But I don't wanna fight I don't have the strength to And I wait at the window Maybe a ray of light could shine on me On this pale face Mirror of this heavy heart inside of me When it's spring outside I'm just waiting for another winter to come Why should I fight For something that won't last forever? Why should I care For someone who will let me down at some point? So I'm better off Alone and apathetic I cannot deal with this shit anymore And I wait at the window Maybe a ray of light could shine on me On this pale face Mirror of this heavy heart inside of me When it's spring outside I'm just waiting for another winter to come The cold went right through my bones But at least everyone is as sad as me The cold went right through my bones But at least everyone is miserable as me So leave me here Please leave me here And I wait at the window Maybe a ray of light could shine on me On this pale face Mirror of this heavy heart inside of me When it's spring outside I'm just waiting for another winter to come For another winter to come