Before You Could

I broke my heart before you could So don't bother coming inside I smashed it to pieces and left myself helpless Like you would've if you had the time I made myself have a nightmare So I could find reason to run In it my demons all laughed at me naked Why do I play eh object of fun? I tried to cut off my own fingers While learning to tie my own shoes Full of frustration and full of self-doubt You know if you don't try you can't lose So I had to run from your kisses cuz they felt too good to be true I just couldn't conceive of a time When you loved me the way I loved you I love you