The Small Things

It's far too late, I can't feel a damn thing And my mind race, I can't feel a damn thing Like always, I've been holding back tears like all day Say I ain't let you down, that's what they all say Keep on working, keep on moving, tryna stall things You say I never ever cared, but you so wrong, bae Since we had to call it quits, I miss our talks, bae It's all my fault because I held on to the small things I'm such a fool, I know, I couldn't let it go But it's in my head, it eats me up, I never let you know You said that I'd be better dead, I never felt so low And I ain't know how to respond, so I lost control I never heard you talk to me like that before You brought some bad shit up, I did like years ago But you should know, I ain't the same, man, oh, mo All that time I spent alone, you would've thought I would've grown But thing after thing, everything just happened And grief, it moves so fast, but I just can't get past it And I just can't forgive myself for what happened You say that it ain't my fault, I don't think that matters But damn, it's such a burden, I'm tryna cry I'm tryna let it out, but it ain't working The only shoulder that I ever had just left for certain I never showed the real me, never pulled back on them curtains It's far too late, I can't feel a damn thing And my mind race, I can't feel a damn thing like always I've been holding back tears like all day Say I ain't let you down, that's what they all say Keep on working, keep on moving, tryna stall things You say I never ever cared, but damn, you wrong, bae And since we had to cut it loose, I miss our talks, bae It's all my fault because I held on to the small things