My Stories '22 (feat. Theo Georgiou)

I'mma be straight, get it pensive, been on the defensive Working too hard, I'm a little bit excessive I been on my no more sleep, kill my senses Headless, man it's so hard not to act reckless Too whom much is given, more is lost I was drinking JD pints on the rocks Uh light one up to Bobby Boss I'll be back soon baby stick the kettle on Easily persuaded, mentally degraded No matter who's buying, I'mma stay blazing Faded, pupils dilated Am I seeing red or is all the self-hatred (na, na) Smile with my eyes, yet the BS inside Is a CS investigation, don't kill my vibe I'm alive when I'm dying, down when I'm trying The constant disappointment ain't worth the surviving Gave up on the alcohol, turned into a plant-based hero Went from being negative to zero When will I be positive, I know I've got a lot to give Need to go apply myself and tap into my cognitive Oh, sun, rain, snow Mixing all the highs and lows, won't help me grow Oh no, gotta get home Take the first step, wake up and let go (let go, let go) I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories mirror, mirror on the wall, I think it's time to go I've liked your company but now you gotta hit the road It's not a joke, I woke up and smelt the buzz It's never enough if I don't give it too much Likes Rainbows? Can you see the rainbow? Suppose we must believe it, if someone would just say so Devil or angel, which one's tougher Live your own life or do what's best for others Hmm, I wanna pick the right one, but I can't do it Either way, right or wrong, someone's always losing I know that I know nothing, man I'm ignorant But not to my own ignorance, I just need a different type of stimulus Deluded, reminded I'm secluded By this ugly mirror talking to me like I'm stupid The lust for the fame and name has left me rooted To a constant disappointment where nothing I feel's improving indifferent to be honest, I have my beliefs I don't believe in what I'm told, I can't trust what I see I only trust my feelings I, maybe we're just all alone Maybe I'm less empathic 'cos I grew up with a phone Different to 30 years ago, a different type of gram We should face the books instead of Facebooking our fam I know that I'm a hypocrite, but please can you just listen I don't wanna be too deep but really aren't we all the victim (but) I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories I'll never come far from I'm only my stories