Somewhere

I’m in my head Feeling where I’m not Wading through the valley of my thoughts In a temporary free fall Barely here at all I just want to hold on Now I’m in a van I could be anywhere With the band or alone Not going anywhere In my head I’m always where I’m not Wading through the valley of my thoughts In a temporary free fall Barely here at all I just want to hold on Now I’m somewhere Feels a lot like nowhere All my everything Spilling everywhere I stretch my hands to keep it The same old song repeated Over and over and over I’m singing: What if I don’t ever/ Find my way I wonder/ Does it matter/ Would I even remember?