save me

Save me, I need peace of mind and I don't know where to find it I only breathe easy when I close my eyelids Only time I see you is when I fall asleep But when I wake up it feels like a bad dream The man in the bleachers got me feeling so worthless The guy by my side makes me feel less alone But you're nowhere to be found, life won't be the same till I'm home I need to run All these people think they know who I am But they come around and say that I'm the man We could say what's up and go through this together, but as soon as this is over, never seeing you again, damn Cause that's when I take off I see the horizon, I think I'm gonna make it out Gonna break free, cause it's a damn shame That we all here wasting time, but we treat it like it's a damn game I don't wanna play this damn game I want you and you and you, not these lames I want this, that and there, that's the vision, but I'm in a prison that I can't escape It's insane, my brain, it needs a break These feelings, these feelings, I cannot shake These evenings got me praying to my maker If running was an option, I'd be a taker I need to run I need to run Save me I need peace of mind and I don't know where to find it The man in the bleachers got me losing sleep Questioning what I got myself into, I don't know how to find you, I don't know where to be If running was an option I'd be a taker, I need to.. If running was an option I'd be a taker, but I was.. Trapped Didn't even know if I could make it out Didn't even know if I could wake up Didn't even know if I could keep my shit together Go out and have the same fun New year, new me, that's why I changed my appearance New era, tried to justify the shit I was feeling Needed comfort, it was hoodies and baggy sweats But winter never ended, started to hate the way I dressed Every day felt the same I got so sick of the cold I got so sick of that gym I wasn't where I belonged That whole season felt so damn long I felt so damn weak Anger was so damn strong I stared at old photos I kept on dreaming 111 days I was searching for meaning While trapped in prison, trapped in hell In the mirror kept on telling myself I need to run But how can I find the strength to run without you I need to run into your arms And then I finally did