No Path To Follow

I've always felt a stranger, Like I didn't quite belong. Every little thing I tried Seemed destined to go wrong. Looking back, I can't remember How it used to be I only seem to know That all my problems start with me. It drained away my will and forced my gears to shift to low Like I was running, running endlessly with nowhere left to go And if God didn't bother to save me, then why should I bother to save myself? 'Cause all my life, it's been me, alone at my side With no path to follow. Before she had to leave me, She made me feel okay. Told me I was loved, That I'd survived each passing day. She would always warm me With the love she felt inside, And even to this day I'm certain she should not have died. It drained away my will and forced my gears to shift to low Like I was running, running endlessly with nowhere left to go And if God didn't bother to save her, then why should I bother to save myself? 'Cause all my life, it's been me, alone at my side With no path to follow. When it fell to you to keep me, I thought you'd take me in stride. Instead you shunned my feelings, Said to lock them up inside. All I needed was a loving hand, But instead I felt ashamed. Each minor inconvenience Always left me with the blame. It drained away my will and forced my gears to shift to low Like I was running, running endlessly with nowhere left to go And if God didn't bother to save me, then why should I bother to save myself? 'Cause all my life, it's been me, alone at my side With no path to follow.