Asking Too Much

She said "Am I asking too much of you? "Boy am I praying for a day that just won't come? "Yeah you know I put my trust in you "So why am I paying for a crime that I haven't done?" Mmm It doesn't matter how many times I made her smile If I'm the one making her cry It doesn't matter if hers is the number I dial If she's ever thought of saying goodbye And it doesn't matter how much I tell her I'm sorry If she thinks those words don't mean a thing Man it doesn't matter if I used to be her angel When I'm slowly burning my wings You're the only one that's been there from the set You even try to fix the things that had me broken from before we met I'll give up any day now, everybody place your bets But before I do, this one's for you, 'cause how could I forget How you held me every single time I fell to my knees You're the reason I'm still standing that nobody sees My body's here but my spirit's gone Managers tell me to post more topless shots 'cause that's what people want And you know I hate that Girl it's hard when I already feel like a sell-out, though you tell me it's great that It'll help me gain an audience for my songs so I should use it So I post a topless pic but still don't release any music I barely write anything now I'm so glad the fifteen-year-old me will never know how bad I let him down I live for time with you, however rare it comes round And I hate that you think there's anyone above you I've found She said "Am I asking too much of you? "Boy am I praying for a day that just won't come? "Yeah you know I put my trust in you "So why am I paying for a crime that I haven't done?" Mmm You say "Babe it's alright to cry." Well thank goodness for that 'Cause I break down on a regular My head in your lap Everything I post on socials is crap People think I'm living life, when really I struggle to leave the flat You do everything you can and I hardly give you the time My head's a mess, but regardless You should know that you're mine You should know, that with every morning's sunrise To see you is the only reason I bother to open my eyes All the years we've had together, who'd have known we could last that? All the mistakes that I've made, now I'm so far past that I'll dive into your love, see I'm not scared of deep water You already know that my mum thinks of you as her daughter I want a family with you, if that's alright I'll do every school run, how many kids would you like? People spread B.S. about me, I couldn't care if it's true But I'd put them in the ground if they said a word about you She said "Am I asking too much of you? "Boy am I praying for a day that just won't come? "Yeah you know I put my trust in you "So why am I paying for a crime that I haven't done?" Mmm I know I'm a screw up Don't hold back when you say it If you need to leave it's fine I got the fine, so I should pay it Just know that if you do I wouldn't blame you for a second You light up the room You should never feel threatened There's too many things in one world to take up your mind So let's put this all to rest and just make sure that we're fine We've been put to the test way too many times To throw it away now Girl I don't wanna hide She said "Am I asking too much of you? "Boy am I praying for a day that just won't come? "Yeah you know I put my trust in you "So why am I paying for a crime that I haven't done?" Mmm