Limbo

Sleeping through the night Weeping in the light Days I'm so lost I'm like a heathen when it's bright Everything I witness feel it seep into my mind Observe the universe and now I'm speaking to the sky I'm sure it's not my business, what's the deeper point of life Liberation on horizons, where's the freedom at this site In my bed I see my saddest feelings creeping to my right I sink into my sheets and get to dreaming of the flight That I'll take when I arrive and get a plane to reach some heights I swear I never thought I'd get to off the lyrics that I type I spend my days inside to write but I just waste time Procrastinating work, I need to open up my eyes Surrounded by a group and they absorbed a shitty vibe I wanna cheer them up but they'll ignore me if I try So I say that I'm not feeling it but really I feel fine I say that I'm mature but half the time I'm acting five It's like I live in limbo Complexity is simple I'll never understand the way shit works I'm just not meant to Tryna walk a mile's a little hard when you got big shoes The kicks are all my own because I'm tryna make these big moves Scatterbrained I wonder where I'll go in a month It doesn't matter where I'm at, at least I'm growing and stuff The winters get dark and then the snow isn't fun Pursuing all my goals because I know what I want Papa told me get the bag, momma told me I'm a gem And I hate to disappoint but see I doubt it now and then I combine their two ideas in the back of my head I was born to be a star, yeah, I know what I said I remember I was young in the kitchen, I break a cup Scared of consequences so I go to where I'm loved Wrapped so tight it's like the blankets in my blood If I could live inside my dreams then what's the point of waking up I wish that I could say that all my demons were to blame But it's just human flaws it's not a problem with my brain That's just who was then, and who I am today Is just a young stunna tryna find an escape From the cage that is the burbs, I need to get paid I ain't tryna pay for college off of minimum wage People all around me love to hate so they stay So much negativity I pray that they pray My spot isn't taken I make shit 'till I make it All I need is time for for the moment stay patient If it's bad news, say it quick and make it painless And get off my line even when I'm kinda famous Who else do you know that makes songs just like mine Once somebody notices me then I'll be alright Innovation over inspiration cradle 'till I die And I'm gonna keep succeeding if I'm dead or alive