Back of My Head

Back of my head Echoing voices Screaming and shouting and asking me what life's about Ponder the question Challenge my intellect Making me doubt If my sanity's gone Let me sit down and try putting the thoughts in a song Open your mind Spare me a four minute rhyme When it's over you let me know if what I'm saying is wrong Started with Ra Extradimensional being invading my personal zone Don't get me wrong Swear I remember the nights on my knees while I sobbed Begging for God Begging to show me a sign from above Begging to find a new reason to carry me on Cause all of the weight on my shoulders Cannot be sustained I am only a man not a god Ask him to show me a way through the fog No matter the cost Pledge it to you, my whole being, my purpose, my soul I am lost Where do I go Travel the road all alone Begging for someone to save me Please help me I'm gone Carrying on guess I'm joining the darkness To harness the power and make it my own Took me a bit but I found me a book Fell off the shelf I was shook Open the cover my names in the intro I'm hooked Had it mistook Pain is a must to advance A part of the great cosmic dance Ups and the downs in your life are to give you a chance Of reflection, reflecting on lessons Until you can finally see that your mind is the key Plain as can be Gotta stop looking for happiness externally More to this universe then what they want you to think Swear that its there But you gotta be fast cause its gunna be gone in a blink Listen real closely to sounds Might just hear someone who's trying to scream To correct and provide new direction to make it on your destiny Back of my head Echoing voices Screaming and shouting and asking me what life's about Ponder the question Challenge my intellect Making me doubt If my sanity's gone Let me sit down and try putting the thoughts in a song Open your mind Spare me a four minute rhyme When it's over you let me know if what I'm saying is wrong Second came Thoth Master of all Said he had headed my call Slowly dissolve Slipped through the cracks of reality Saying he'd help me evolve Started to ball Couldn't believe I was seeing a being to push me along Show me the road Teach me the code Reading his tablets the knowledge be making me grow And it's starting to show Walking around with a glow While I'm taking it slow Cause I swear that it took me a while But now that I know that the person I'm trying to be's within reach I been acting like I'm on a beach Riding waves And I don't mean to preach But the lessons I've learned are just something you need So listen real clear All of the fake shit Leave it in the rear Past it is passed Present is hear The future is near Time is illusion The only thing guaranteed is some confusion Until you start fusing the dark and the light The day and the night Balance the poles You'll be alright Way more to this life Then what you think Really gotta see it to believe Where the f*ck is your curiosity Oh shit! Wait! Isn't that what killed the cat Doesn't that make you the pussy Well at least he died trying Steady tryna use all nine lives rhyming Jumping on my Jumping on my Jumping on my glider Like I'm fucking Green Goblin And I'm going pumpkin bombin' Back of my head Echoing voices Screaming and shouting and asking me what life's about Ponder the question Challenge my intellect Making me doubt If my sanity's gone Let me sit down and try putting the thoughts in a song Open your mind Spare me a four minute rhyme When it's over you let me know if what I'm saying is wrong Back of my head Shouting and asking me what life's about Making me doubt If my sanity's gone Let me sit down and try putting the thoughts in a song Open your mind Spare me a four minute rhyme When it's over you let me know