Intentions

I'm on my final cup I think I've had enough My body feeling numb The sky is going dark I'm on my final cup I think I've had enough My body feeling numb The sky is going dark and I Feel like everybody staring at me on the ground As I look at all their faces and I think I'm dying now 'Cause they're surrounding me as if I need some sort of mental help I'm losing touch, I lost my mind, I think I need you now They're asking me what are my intentions, I tell them I don't know Because I can barely stand up straight, but at the same time I feel so grown I can't think straight, I don't know where to go I feel like I'm stuck in the same zone There are more important things in my life, but those I think I can postpone Where to run? Where to hide? Where, oh where do I go? Who can I turn to in this troubled time? It's something I don't really know I'm speaking 'bout issues that come to my head They flooding my mind when I'm laying in bed The feelings I feel and the thoughts that I think The sky's where I go but the ground's where I sink My eyes are a blur but I feel so alive I'm screaming your name but the sound don't arrive You pass through my head as if you were a dream You clearly don't know your true meaning to me Sometimes I think of alternative ways To block out your hate and your negative haze I don't wanna lose you, I want you to stay But inside your heart you've scratched out my name They're asking me what are my intentions, I tell them I don't know Because I can barely stand up straight, but at the same time I feel so grown I can't think straight, I don't know where to go I feel like I'm stuck in the same zone There are more important things in my life, but those I think I can postpone