Guiding Light

I'm standing on the brink of A chasm with no guardrails My face is numb I feel no pain I'll never take that trip again Oh, I'll see you in a few days Every time I die This feeling coincides I think the world still spinning But you You're so cold Give me a reason why you've sold out Beginnings aren't cheap It was you that gave me the courage to dream But you've left me alone Drowning in the drink This This is a test This is the reason I keep coming I feel blessed If this is for blood If this is for blood are we playing for keeps Always seems to Find a way to Crawl inside your mind If the hand that feeds you Also beats you Then it's okay to hide So they farm and breed you And feel the need to Look you right in the eye This This is a test This is the reason I keep coming I feel blessed If this is for blood If this is for blood are we playing for keeps This This is a test This is the reason I keep coming I feel blessed If this is for blood If this is for blood am I playing for keeps Infused with weakness and pretense You're so cold Give me a reason why you've sold out Beginnings aren't cheap It was you that gave me the courage to dream But you've left me alone Drowning in the drink First things first We'll even the curse and Next things best Or is it better the third time around Every time I die This feeling coincides I think the world keeps spinning But you're still daydreaming I wonder how You've floated this far On your own Without a light to guide