A Way To Let Go

You don't f*ck with my music I couldn't say I give a shit I been wanting to lose it I'm in control of all of it My chest hurt and my stomach feel empty What if I told you never came up with a plan b I was too pussy to pull a trigger So I guess I'll leave in other ways Spending time reminiscing bout the better days Before I knew what I had A broken soul I ain't mad You gave me all that you could I gave you all that I had I gave you all that I had Yeah I hope you ain't mad yeah here we go yeah I gave you all that I had Count it count it When I walk man Yeah I walk slow If I love then Then I won't know If it hurts then Then I won't show What a way to Yeah what a way to let go What a way to let go Yeah what a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go Yeah what a way to let go It kinda hurts I can't tell you things I'm going through I'm tryna speak out with wisdom corrupted at the root Whatchu tryna to give em now without a point of view How you gonna get up now when all you do is lose Dead end job with deadened hands Selling drugs is all I am Giving love I know I can Give it time that's who I am No I can't blame you For not giving up Seeing that I'm fading Sure I'm trying not to love No I can't blame you For not giving up Seeing that I'm fading Sure I'm trying not to love Broken doctors heal but I can't give a f*ck Trying to get a meal but I been in a rut She came to interrupt You need me now pull my number up I can't contain when I don't have a cup The flow of pain keeps on getting stuck I'm not the same think I'm outta luck Truth is if you're hearing this now then I prolly left No longer with you hoping that I paid all my debts I see the issue all the things that I couldn't get Tried not to miss you that's a bar that I couldn't set I fucked up bad Hope you ain't mad It's hard not to hate yourself when you can't win It's hard not to take a loss when you can't swim How you trying to be a boss when you never been How I'm supposed to get across when the light dim Do that shit that'll scare you Put that song out Yeah you know that they'll judge you Get it all out Gun in my face I didn't give a shit I wasn't trying to die I didn't care to live Wonder how my mama life be if he pull that shit Now I'm trying live like nike had me doing shit That's what your hearing now it's me trying it Yeah I'm trying it Maybe I'm doing it I think I'm losing it When I walk man Yeah I walk slow If I love then Then I won't know If it hurts then Then I won't show What a way to Yeah what a way to let go What a way to let go Yeah what a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go What a way to let go Yeah what a way to let go When I walk man Yeah I walk slow If I love then Then I won't know If it hurts then Then I won't show What a way to Yeah what a way to let go What a way to let go Said what a way to let go That ain't no way to let go