Ain't So Perfect

I hate to see it I'm second person to myself Seeing what I do My life watched on a shelf I Must admit I don't really like This mirror Might as well leave While my vision is clear I feel sick And out of focus I'm trying to recall the motions Who am I Am I a fake friend I'm scared of what is coming I'm scared of when my life ends Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it Admitted admitted I don't feel the same today I woke up putting my shoes on the wrong way I'm trying to put my self together Piece by piece But as I keep getting closer it feels like grit between my teeth Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it I hate changing Cuz what's starts as pleasure ends as pain But It's my healthy mentality that always remains the same I'm never the same Around two different people But when I'm alone The lies get deeper and deeper I feel sick And out fo focus I'm trying to recall my motions Who am I Am I a fake friend I'm scared of what is coming I'm scared of when my life ends Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it Admitted admitted I don't feel the same today I woke up putting my shoes on the wrong way I'm trying to put my self together Piece by piece But as I keep getting closer it feels like grit between my teeth Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it I'm scared of what is coming I'm scared of when my life ends There's days that go by and just try to test me Thoughts of regret and wasted hours spent alone Long talks telling myself there's got to be more When Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it Admitted admitted I don't feel the same today I woke up putting my shoes on the wrong way Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it Admitted admitted I don't feel the same today I woke up putting my shoes on the wrong way I'm trying to put my self together Piece by piece But as I keep getting closer it feels like grit between my teeth Admitted admitted I ain't so perfect I'm trying to walk the earth and make life worth it