Roses

Someone flip the switch I've been going down the wrong drain Ain't a day pass by where I ain't symptomatic insane As soon as I start trying they notice me Then I kick back and fall away from reality My body feels numb and I'm running out of energy Weeks pass by and there's nothing to wake me up The light tower spins but when is it enough For someone who's doesn't believe in ghosts I sure get scared I'm fishing for the wrong things wishing that life was fair But I'm running through fields of roses I see the beauty but the pains still noticed How I wish that I could see when I will rise up from my knees Ain't the way that I fell down but the way that I get up I'm running away from situations Kickflipin and skating making relations I'm running through fields of joy Notice I'm almost a man not a boy treating life like a toy I'm pushing the limits Falling' down until my body just stops My minds on fire so I'll take the shit have the school call the cops Cuz I'm running through fields of roses I see the beauty but the pains still noticed How I wish that I could see when I will rise up from my knees Ain't the way that I fell down but the way that I get up