awake in isolation

This bed ain't mine I mean it'll do just fine But fine ain't how it feels My minds twisting in reels And there ain't no good reason This is like my self-treason And to my soul I'm beseeching That the peace don't stop leaving Now the bottle is empty Its green cold glass has just met me And it's saying I'm lonely That my friends don't even know me I'm awake in isolation (you feel it now) It comes with me on my vacation (and it's dragging me down) 2 hours of fucking sleep (on my way to a crash) Being taped off by police (it was a pretty bad crash) Here it starts to come The pain's flooding me out It's my fault it's in there It's like a heavyweight bout My soul is in the eighth round Feels like throwing in the towel And they're shouting in the corner Close your eyes and wait it out I'm there blow after blow And it never gets better I guess I know what's going on now But what I know is just a tether I'm awake in isolation (you feel it now) It comes with me on my vacation (and it's dragging me down) 2 hours of fucking sleep (on my way to a crash) Being taped off by police (it was a pretty bad crash) I can start to see the sunrise It's looming grey in my eyes How am I feeling about my life Wouldn't you like to know