Tanjiro

I want to be the hero But I keep playing villain Like Tanjiro I'm trying to slay my demons My will to live zero And I really mean it  And if I can't be alone Then I'll just keep dreaming Stay in your lane Lois if you want to hate me Cause trust me, I do to myself and it's draining  I change in the booth but I don't want a ring I ain't a saviour, the pain that I bring I ain't grow up with no supervision I got the mask on but the cape is missing Going around in a cycle of trauma Another round and I might just give all up I'd say it's a product of how I was brought up But I wasn't raised to be anxious and caught up I've broken the heart of a daughter And therefore I've broken the order of consortium No remorse for the audience Sort of a lost cause to be hoarding emotional trauma to haunt on you but I'm just doing the best that I can to survive from this physical orifice, tournament Tearing my heart on the floor again Borderline ornament pain of these holes in walls And then painting the halls with the blood of my organs and I know I have all my children to hold again That doesn't stop me from wanting to O.D. No coping with God, please make me feel whole again I want to be the hero But I keep playing villain Like Tanjiro I'm trying to slay my demons My will to live zero And I really mean it  And if I can't be alone Then I'll just keep dreaming